What's that with the time?
When needing to go to the toilet, only to find it occupied, two minutes seems like an eternity.
When waiting for the microwave to finish, 20 seconds seems to last forever.
When looking back at my youngest boy being 11 months old tomorrow, I wonder where I've lost all this time!
Time drags on, time flies, all at the same time!
Time is only relative. It totally depends on our mental state, on our feelings, on what keeps us occupied...
We're in the middle of creating a new family member. Whereas the weeks are flying by in the blink of an eye, once I started looking into my cycle again, noting down changes in cervix and discharge, time just started to pass ever so slowly... The wait between ovulation and the moment your menstruation is about to start: TEST TIME seems to never come!
And then it does and what's that in the test window? 1 line and 1 line only... but still no 'aunt visiting', no red flag, no sign whatsoever.
This uncertainty is mind-boggling!
Even though we've got 2 healthy boys to keep us entertained, the suspense in trying for an #3 (Team pink this time please!) is ever so noticeable...
Why can't things just be clear, black and white, yes or no, pregnant or menstruation!
Then there's some cervical mucus that would just about make me think my egg's about to pop - which it most likely did 2 weeks ago, so what's going on then?
As you see, just questions and no answers, nothing, zero, nada...
I'm at a loss, c'mon time, just hurry up and give us a sign! Better: give us an answer!
Pretty please?
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